#15th-ghost-conf

AHHHHHHH hi

hi diva

<a:sylveon_rave:1414286011030175965>

HEYYYY okay now I'm finally online 😭

Big oof moment lol of course today was the day that my job decided to like be difficult and make me stay late and get grease on me

https://tenor.com/view/suitcase-pack-trying-schitts-creek-struggle-gif-16501310

Me preparing for first boot mhmm slay ✨

Okay but I should go say hi to my future besties and enemies then I will update this

Also why am I not an Actor

like

I pretend to be a mentally stable law abiding citizen everday I deserve an emmy or something

Okay so there's uh

I'm on track for first boot 😌

I'm 3-2 hours behind most of my tribe soooo gotta try and work around that

But I can help contribute to the challenge still. Gotta look over the stuff and see what I can bring in atm

I wonder if like

wait brain work

wait no i'll ask in subs

tfw a convo about food turns into politics LMAO

https://tenor.com/view/wheeze-laugh-gif-14359545

i also gotta see who has a cat pfp later so i know who to have a one-sided rivalry against

wait i just looked in cast reveal my song being roadkill LOLOL

checks out

I look like roadkill

I THOUGHT IT FIT UR VIBE

n i mean it as a compliment

It TOTALLY FITS ME

I love it ❤️

it was between that and "i kissed a girl" LMAOO

I ALSO LIKE THAT ONE

Good taste

I mean its me so ofc its good taste

# ‼️ | _CONF QUESTIONS [Ep. 1]_
> Hey <@&1414008636451197038>! Your favorite host here with some confessional questions. If you could reply to these questions with your honest thoughts, it would be greatly appreciated!
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_1.)_ | What brought you here to play Fiovivor? What's your goal for the season, and how do you plan on achieving it?
_2.)_ | You've been here for about ten hours and Day 1 is coming to a close. How's the vibe so far, what are your first impressions of people so far?
_3.)_ | If you would be so inclined to share, who is your partner in this game and how do you anticipate the season will play out for you guys? Do you anticipate some good chemistry or things to be a bit more on the messy side?
_4.)_ | What are your thoughts on the twists and first Immunity Challenge? Would you consider Sandbagging, or perhaps you have plans to get yourself or an ally sent to Rehab to skip Tribal Council?
_5.)_ | Trust rankings of your tribe perchance? Or perhaps any other comments of notability? :3
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i will respond to these in a bit I have a date 😌

knowing me the date is going to excuse herself to the bathroom and never come back

okay time to do these and then check out what i can do for challenge

1.) Hi everyone, I'm Ghost! I'm unstable and quirky and some people might find it fake, but no, I just cling onto this as a personality so I don't seem like a soulless sheep like the rest of the worlds population 😄

I'm here at Fiovivor to support my bestie and partner. We're gonna take the world by storm, or at least he is, I lowkey flopppped today oops. Sorry, had work, like I need money to buy chickie nuggs.

But even if I came here to support my bestie, I'm still gonna do my best to make it far in this game, yes I am. Like, my goal right now? Survive. Everytime I make a life goal in these games something happens and I end up on the bottom, so I'm just gonna prepare for the inevitable and say I am going to survive and make bonds of friendship and enemies to keep me in. All I have to do is try to reel back my weirdness and maybe they'll like me enough to entertain the idea of keeping me around as an extra vote until I inevitably get into a power position to take each and every single one of them out???

Or you know, like, social game, you know lol.

2. The vibe is good, I've had some convos with some guys. Still waiting to talk more with Joe and Rachel. I think Layton a little too. I mostly talked with like 3 people but it's been fun convos! I like that one of them is a wall.

As for first impressions

I'll just go down the list I see on my screen

Joe: I think he scared him away LOL

Katie: I kinda adore her but she has a cat that eats chickie nugs on her profile and that scares me a little bit

Like for some clarity, this is my third org

My past 2 orgs there's been one player with a cat pfp who always, always tried/succeeded in my downfall

I dunno man, I'm trying not to be biased against cats. I own a cat.

But 2/2 its kinda hard to ignore. Gollly, if it happens again I swear I'm gonna be so scared of cat pfp people

which is funny because those guys became like good friends of mine once the games were over LOL

Their excuse was like "sorry queen, you're kind of a threat. if i dont get u out now you just win"

like yeah I want to win

rude

oh wait sorry, yeah I yapped a bit too hard there oops

where was I

oh right

Layton: not much talks but he knows professor layton so like thats a green flag

Quas: kinda wary of this dude ngl. already gave me a bit of a warning on like the game after they turned our food talk into politics LOL. But legit the person I talked to the most so far so like you know

I'm cool with it

Rachel: I need to talk to her but I like her name. It reminds me of Glee.

Wall: I think I scared wall away im ngl but like lol but they like Tangled which is a great movie imo so has to be green flag

im not good at answering questions this is messy im so sorry

3) My partner in this game is Speed! He's a speedyguy. I mean, I hope that in this game I just outlast him so I can kinda have bragging rights. I have no idea on our chemistry. I wouldn't say we're besties outside of the game but we're good friends. We played together in our last org and we were gonna be loyal to each other.

I mean, I plan to be loyal to him. I don't know his plans. I'd hope he'd be loyal to me because if he's not I'm going to make him regret not trusting me 🙂

4) I'd definitely consider sandbagging and maybe even use the Rehab option too. As crazy as I am, I will use those more strategically. Like, we don't even have to send an ally to rehab, but send an ally of an enemy to rehab.

I hope I can go to rehab. I think I need it. I don't even drink I'm too young for that but like- okay wait no I did drink on new years illegally oops. No one saw that. Anyway where was I?

Oh yeah, gonna use it more strategically than anything. Probably won't use it right away unless shit hits the fan and I do need some allies first and atm I don't have any

5) I am craving fish sticks right now so hard

I can compile my trust ranking sooooon

I usually tend to like use charts for these

But I been busy today 😔

I'll try and make chart but if I cannot I will give a lazy one today and a chart either tomorrow or sunday

I'll just give a lazy one for now

Then im gonna listen to Katie's playlist and dig around my house to see wtf I can find

Can't be mad at anyone for not really doing the challenge, I didn't do it either cause lol tired

but also they probably feel safe so they're just whateves about it

This is mostly gonna be like a "who tf have i talked to the most" list atm

#1: Katie
#2: Wall
#3: Quas
#4: Layton
#5: Joe
#6: Rachel

it’s your conf you’re allowed to get as messy as u want!!! 👻

https://tenor.com/view/peripeteia-desk-messy-hoarder-cigarettes-gif-9155686257726382422

perfect

OH RIGHT

I usually give a song of the day

uuuuuuh i normally do themes hmm

I can do musicals

i already did disney

I can do breakup songs

I think I'll do musicals

breakup songs sound funny tho

nah fuck it I'll do musicals

MUSICAL THEME SONG OF THE DAYS

https://youtu.be/oQvqDYrCi_k?si=rbaO-1Vum3gJmNTn

imma lul so hard when I get first boot and this is the song I put in LOL

Me: sees live bug/insect
Also me: just flushed a fucking bug down the toilet 💀

Yayyy im back from work now 😌

I could have contributed moreeeeee but I had a sinking feeling that my team wasn't gonna do much and i was right

like no matter what, 3 people legit didn't contribute so I wasn't gonna tryhard for people who weren't gonna tryhard back

-# probably not a great mentality to have

Anyway I'm 3/3 on starting tribes going to tribal first holy shit that is an insane stat on my end. Maybe I am the problem

Anyway its time to like go to tribal and- oh I'm exiled 💀

So much for socializing LMAO

I mean, on one hand, amazing. I don't have to deal with that

On the other, I am missing out on the first tribal which means I'm missing out on potential alliances, deals, and information

Also like I completely forgot to vote in someone for rehab

But lowkey I probably wouldn't have anyway they all flopped they all should suffer

Speaking of I wonder who even voted me in

It's either a random vote or I made an impression on somebody

Regardless, I'm in this position and in the end it's probably for the best

I do think I would have been a little in trouble

And I also do believe I belong in Rehab

I'm a crazy hoe

But also from the looks of it Wall and Joe made impressions too, or maybe they were each others impression

https://tenor.com/view/thinking-batman-hmm-chin-rub-maybe-gif-6206616

Gonna tuck that info for later

omg my bestie gave me an eggplant

Oh. My. God.

Me and Mateo have the opportunity to do the funniest thing

Is it smart?

No lol

probably gonna kill me ngl

But is it funny?

_yes_

<@623510449391927296> u can talk in here now!

HEY SHANE WELCOME TO MY EVIL LAIR

LETS GOOOOO

THE EVIL MIND OF GHOST I LOVE IT

ty for teaching me how to be evil back in bellavivor

I'm gonna get third boot now 😌

I'm in Rehab rn so I can't talk to anyone

but that gives me time to make cute little charts

With your alcoholic ass this doesn’t surprise me at all tbh

Omg of course bestie 🫶

Now win this damn season like I did

Takes one to know one 😉

yknow legit I will

if mateo wants to swap teams for the lolz and i still somehow survive i'll just get in the winner mentality

THIS TEAMS A TRAINWRECK ANYWAY 3 PEOPLE DIDNT DO ANYTHING FOR THE CHALLENGE

Why do I always go on the crazy tribes

https://tenor.com/view/jim-parsons-im-not-crazy-sheldon-bbt-big-bang-theory-gif-9365499

Very very true

BYE LMFAOOO

HELLLP???

I'll have you know I was tied and voted into rehab

thats probably not a better explanation

Oh my god you’re so deep in the booze they had to forcefully tie you up and hold a vote to get you there

You need help….

Dw babe I'm getting help 😌

prob won't work but its the thought that counts

https://youtu.be/_57ZW9kq1X8?si=Ws4oC3Du3-DT4Qub

New song of the day

I actually kinda like Mateo what

its 430 am but im kinda liking this guy

why is it always the brits who do this to me

dang i dont think mateo wants to swap

I don't blame the dude

3 ppl from my team didn't do anything LOL i wouldn't swap to that either

dang maybe he would've wanted to swap and i just overslept

oh wellll

saaaaaaad mateo wants to stay but i had a feeling

i'd avoid this team too lmao

He a good lad though

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# EPISODE TWO
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oh thank glob they won

i def wouldve been out LOL

okay now i can go back to socializing

while watching fooootball

my dumbass almost messaged Joe LMAO

So my boy Speed messages me saying he's worried for tribal

thats not fun

On one hand uh if he leaves then I outlast him so slay ✨

On the other hand... frick

He's offline atm but I hope he kinda clarifies things

<#1459261669325803657> (casual game explanation of the vote) Oh btw where ya from 😄

I like it LMAO

Okay so Speed updated me

Says he's not 1000% but like he thinks he should be fine

which yayyy

but also booo that means I have to keep surviving for bragging rights

But he also mentioned a few other things

which i'll get into in a bit because i like edging people

and lets be so fr speed prob mentioned it in his own confessional so y'all already know LOL

Okay so im back on this

Speed told me that R-Lime might have found an idol

told me the command that needed five people involved to grab it

so that's info to tuck in for later, but i'm pretty positive its finna spread anyway yknow

5 people

potentially 5 partners

the friends of those partners

Oh and apparently Virgo and Faye are partners

so looks like i did miss some stuff in rehab

lowkey should join the alive player vc at some point buuuuuuut

it depends tbh

I need to time my arrival perfectly because the party don't start till i walk in obvs

Learning that Katie really likes Rachel

If I'm able to just talk with Rachel... One day. Maybe that's a potential 3, or if I can get an in with Katie, then through her I can be safe from Rachel wanting me out

Katie says she forgot to vote Rehab so I'm thinking maybe Quas voted me in

Eating as usual

Oh right I should eat food its been a few hours

i'll make ramen im too lazy to cook

OH right ungamerelated but funniest shit happened like two days ago

I got a phone call from my dad, who watches like a bunch of tv shows

and he's like "hey what's a dom"

and like i get 0 context and im like wuyyah mean?

and he's explaining that in the show he's watching, there's this dude wearing like- wait no this is kinda Rated M stuff

I won't get into detail

actually I won't even give the short version

Instead I'll give you guys a cute cat gif

https://tenor.com/view/happy-cat-gif-10804346947536782797

i can kick all the minors out the conf and then you can spill the real tea

actually nvm that’s too much work

too many perms to manage

I have to sadly save the minors this time around 😔

My last org I was in an alliance with this really cool person and <@623510449391927296>

and i swear the things we talked about probably scarred Shane so much to this day

Still won best alliance 😌

i’m crine LMFAOOO

THATS SO FUNNY

``
One time when I played a game, I had an alliance with all the adults in the season, or called Bean Viber, and we called it Bean Viber after Dark. The things in that alliance, there's a reason that it was closed off for the specs.
``

HELLLPPPP

Ugh I'd kill for another all adult alliance (hoping its here LOL) just to talk about the craziest shit

Our alliance was called hot babes for sale

i wonder if i still got that poster of all of us

cause we were all hot babes

Oh wait I could just explain the tea I can just spoiler it for the minors

OKAY look at me using my brain hahahaha

Okay uh where was I

OKAY SO THIS

||My dad was watching this show and this dude had a steel chastity belt that was like suffocating him||

||And then his dom was like explaining that she's a dom and that its a new part of their routine or something||

And my dad was confused so he thought to ask me because he didn't know what a Dom was

||And I had an out. I could have just said "iddk man im a good christian virgin girlie who happens to go down on women once every few months idk what this is"||

But no i'm kinda stupid and just decided to explain

and by explain I just said ||"its bdsm"||

and deadass he was like "whats that"

AND I NO LONGER HAD AN OUT

So i explained it to him for like 2-3 minutes. We were on facetime btw

OH MY GOD

LMFAOOO

And like his face was like... getting like that grossed out disappointed shit going on

i would have died

I WANTED TO DIE

Bro literally told me to my face "I didn't know you were such a freak, Ken"

AND IM LIKE???

``
I would have I would have just sent the BDSM test or told them to Google it or something. I wouldn't have like Listen, I'm a confident person, but I'm not I'm not confident enough to explain that shit to a total vanilla Oh my god, that's so funny
``

IM A FREAK BECAUSE I KNOW WHAT IT IS

Note to self to anyone looking at this, yeah... don't do what I did

TAKE THE OUT

I dno't think he can look at me the same way which is bonkers i'm wild but I ain't that wild yet

give me like 3 more years maybe

OH right song of the day

Okay an update on trust rankings

1. Katie
2. Quas
3. Wall
4. Rachel
5. Layton

tbh I don't have a bestie or a full person I trust this is mostly just a vibe + who i talk to most

wtf

I typed in musicals for a playlist and like

https://youtu.be/XV-eNlT_dms?si=aNONfBpxJ9UfiD7z

I got hit with this LMAO

anyway uh enjoy that

https://youtu.be/Eu4FfhQTWaM?si=DQoVON2oscayCKkT

Here's the actual song of the day

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# EPISODE THREE
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im not dead i been busy 😭

mondays are rough

be online really soon tho

Now im getting sick

someone kill me

jk life did that already

dark joke

onto my thoughts on the challenge, then gonna respond to these dudes

THEN gonna practice on these so whichever one i have to do i can do it

yknow

in case im dying even more tomorrow

https://youtu.be/3rU2Xf1LK-g?si=TE5l85RYqX3GvWYc

Sonnnng

Oh we're gonna lose no one picked a puzzle 😭

I’m deathly ill right now

Not us twinning

GOD

We really are twins

I ilterally have a fever rn

Okay cool extension great ty to whoever asked for that

Also amazing I have the 300

-# i'm shit with puzzles

Like slides are easy tbh

but jigsaw...

https://tenor.com/view/im-here-jigsaw-saw7-saw3d-coming-gif-21902171

This puzzle is so evil why are there so many pure black pieces HELP

Okay amazing i bombed it 😌

at least i bombed it on a round i have a sinking feeling a ton of people are gonna sandbag in + triple elim

so its not THAT embarrassing

Wall saying they fw pipe puzzles

In before they're sandbagging HELLLLPPP

Ooooh yeah im cooked

oh well i was not gonna keep doing that while sick LOL

Okay I managed to like

talk back to everyone in dms

well

one on ones

same diff

also came on to speed telling me he might be fucked

and then i told him i might be fucked

God I wanna like Rachel so bad but our schedules are so conflicting and it feels like it's hard to like get a convo going there

prob me tbh im losing my touch this week has been HELL

i even forgot song of the day

lowkey it'd be iconic if me and speed get voted out together tbh i love that

And its more iconic that i'd get voted out in like my first ever tribal

LMAO i love that lil joke in tribal

its not even wrong too 🤣

uuuuuuhhhhhhh

Is it really Rachel as a vote

and now Wall?

Like if I'm blindsided herre then omg hats off this is a STELLAR blindside

but HOW AM I NOT AN OPTION

WHAT THE FUCK ITS NOT ME

Okay one thing I did pick up on was Quas telling me "we all agreed we have better talks with you"

Which means theres an alliance

has to be this is the second tribal

and Quas is cool with everyone

Anywayyyy

If it really is rachel im throwing her utb fuck it lmao

sorry queen

Idk if Speed is getting voted out or not and I wanna outlast him + get revenge

apparently on that side there's an inac that they're considering keeping

if they do that

I am going out for blood

Maybe its Quas, Katie, Layton?

hmmmm

something to tuck in for later

Anyway I'm not completely attached to this team so I'm totally cool with betraying them if I do survive

<#1459261669325803657> i mean i dont care if she tells ppl And gets me voted out lmao

dont see a need in blindsiding ppl this early, i'd want people to tell me im a vote

not a great mentality to have

maybe if I had like a clear #1 or something I would be more careful

but im kinda in my idgaf mood atm probably the fever

Speed says he should be okay

Me when I didn't forget the idol I just know who has it

Also me when I said Im bad at finding them but I had an idol in both of my previous orgs

Also shoutout to my first org where I found 4 of those suckers but this one dude always found them before me so there was nothing there when I did get to them

Maybe telling Rachel was the right move

if I survive here, I might've gotten a free ally

out of her partner

idk who they are but like

if it happens it happens

I'm lifting Speed's spirits with endgame quotes

I'm a great person clearly

# —~—~—~—
# EPISODE FOUR
# —~—~—~—

# ‼️ 🚔 🚨 SWAP CONFESSIONAL QUESTIONS (EP. 4) <:bojack_boom:1444873315511697532>
1.) | YOU officially made the swap! How are you feeling about your new tribe? (If you’re Layton, then what tribe do you want to be on?) <:bojack_nice:1444873364060639272>
2.) We’ve seen players from duos get slimed already. Do you think you’ve sleuthed out who the duos are? What’s your strategy whether your duo is in the game or not? <:bojack_chillin:1444873342225219685>
3.) Which player or host would you permanently send to rehab if you could? <:bojack_gasp:1444873433551863892>
4.) Drop a trust rankings PRETTY PLEASE. <:cameron:1460889883928301716> 🥺
5.) Compose a nightmare blunt rotation tribe of 6 consisting of anybody ever in existence. The best answer gets to add a custom emoji to the server! <:bubububub:1430750682419302400>

Will answer these once work complete

but also omg

im finally an actor now bby

1.) I HAVE NO CLUE but I do like that I'm an actor now because I fake everything fr fr. But they probably all hate me becauuuuse yeah I haven't been online. Went to bed early then went to work and gooood that was awful LOL I almost had a car fall on me that was fun. But hey what's life without almost dying right

2) I have 0 clue tbh

SHIT I HIT ENTER TOO QUICK

2) I have 0 clue tbh, because mostly I haven't sleuthed. I mean I know one duo from when Speed told me a bit ago, but like idrc about the duos. It's ether gonna be me or all of them so like 🤷🏽‍♀️

3) I'd send myself to rehab permanently shiiiit I'm like already woozy from this hot bubble bath I took and I feel like I can nap. I think I need professional help or something cause im just kinda quirky af

4) ....LET ME GET BACK TO YOU ON THIS

5) Kanye, Taylor Swift, Rebecca Black, Adam West Batman, Janelle Pierzina, and Gandolf.

I think Slugger is trying to scare me off but I'm trying to scare Slugger off instead

I am like

the queen of scaring people away okay

nothing gets past me

The way I just lost my only ally smh

Oh welllll

Anyway its tribal yayyyyy

I'm actually cooked now teehee

lowkey kindaaaa evil to like do a chal like that in the weekday but you know who doesn't like evil

I know im going but liiiike

man I love syn

good taste in music

Why couldn't I have syn in my first tribe smh

Hi ghosty baby

I’ve gotta catch up on this game lowkey

But you’re still eating I can see

Not like I expected anything different tho 🤷‍♂️

actually im totes getting out this round LMAO

was sick + wild work week + Speed got sent to rehab

and most of these guys flat out are not talking to me so like yeah

at least i can ruin someones potential perfect game

Stop that nonsense right now

Sorrry babes but like its true oop

such a shame too Syn was cool

would've loved more time with them

<#1461211775687983115> Nooooooo fucking way am i staying like how???

did i seduce Syn enough for them to get other ppl on Slugger

or are they bsing me

no clue

I mean if I do stay I would be able to talk more to the team

i have the next 2 days off and my sickness is gone

but if i dont stay then like everyone is safe from my psychotic personality

Trust rank

1. syn

2. syn

3. syn

3. a rando host's mom

4. speed

idk how much else is in the team

i shouldn't be talking while under the influence im a be real

Girl Riley rlly just ghostted and just reacted with a heart

anyway

time to see if its me or slugger tbh

i stink though i was gonna bath but my rooomie beat me to it

now i have to wait like a peasant

even with some context idk whats going on

im just gonna vote and bath

Don't know where this is gonna gooooo buuuuuuuut

if this is a blindside on me like its a pretty damn good one

like i'd have mad respect

also like not me thinking that Faye outright just lets their cat shit on their hand constantly LOL

i was like "gurl"

How tf did i not get a single vote against me gurl thats insane

# —~—~—~—
# EPISODE FIVE
# —~—~—~—

“I’m getting voted out next” 🥴

Look man don't patronize me these guys are clearly dumb

Did you know if you rearrange the letters in the word teachinng

you get cheating

so like technincally it should be ok to cheat on any test your teachers give you

but also still bad so dont do it

Jesus what are these people made of

i struggled getting pass first base

holy shit how tf am i top 3

give me third

i like the number 3

and i dont wanna be immune

okay perfect

got 3rd

and didn't do that well enough for ppl to assume im good at this shit

probably couldve gotten a better score but i only tried like i think 10 times

then i got bored

im too gay for this shit

i accidentally told lowkey 90% of the tribe i love them

#ghostgang

#ghostgoons

fuck yeah

all of them are hot

abbreviated its GG

my boy speed has the biggest game hate boner for soul lmao

i think he talks about soul more than he talks about how cute i am

... i dont think he ever called me cute actually

https://tenor.com/view/nub-cat-nub-silly-cat-depression-depressed-gif-5883714320658611738

oh right i should talk about the major flag

that people now now me and speed are partners

crazy how they clocked that like me and speed are like so opposite

i think everyone on here either likes each other enough to talk about it

or we got some actually gaymers

Either way crazy. Like I dont normally get psycho analyzed until during or after the first date

Okay I think this like where I actually go tho

Im gonna finish my fries

then like

tell my coworkers i need to take a massive shit

lock myself in the bathroom for 20 mins

and see whats going on

cause im at work and votes are due when im off so 💀

I think it'd be cute to like take out Quas instead of Layton but nahhhh

Im not that evil

and its an hour before the vote so no time anyway

and im at work so like

but if Layton genuinely doesn't talk to ppl then like

sorry mate

also Quas saying he heard no other name while throwing me utb is fun

so glad im so good at like fucking clocking shit

im soooo good at this game /jk

I do think my relationship with Faye definitely did help a lot

she actually gives me good shit to talk about

# —~—~—~—
# EPISODE SIX
# —~—~—~—

how am i still here actually

oh that explains it im getting eighteenth now

ig no 3.0 for me

just a lil swap screwed i think

at least i meet 2 new ppl

idk i think top 18 is kinda a milestone

idfk how im not first boot

i was robbed

i've never been a first boot before :/

Still have that cute stat of always going to tribal first

imma play flappycopty for funsies now and to work on my finger coordination

this is the year i get a girlfriend that wont run away from me yessir

i got a score of 5 three times in a row nvm i guess my personality just has to shine for future wifey or i gotta be a sub ig

just realized i think my partner speed is on the same team as his boyfriend soul

that's mega funny i hope they go to tribal lmao

im dyinnnnng

jk

kinda

i think everyone dies a little bit

It really is a thing where its like

when im at work everyone is active

when im off work everyone is busy

its literally just a 3 hr difference from the EST folk this is insane

been online for 2 hrs and no response from my room or my tribe aside from hailey

siiiiiigh

i cant be mad i was gone for like 8 hrs

and their 8am is like my 5am

i just hope the guys in the room can like talk things over with me or smth cause like

im gonna be at work in the morning

and i dont work at a desk i work with cars i cant just whip it out whenever i want 😭

i mean i hope im good with Faye and Hailey

but i know faye lowkey isn't good with hailey

idk hailey's feelings on Faye but hailey keeps me up to date with some game stuff too

I need to talk to Fazz and Lezaria

and Virgo seems cool but we are on/off at separate times

oh yeah i glossed over that Faye told me that Hailey and Quas are partners

idk how true that is

I know that Hailey knows me and speed are partners

we got some sleuths in here because legit i dont even care much about that LOL

i guess tr atm is like

1. faye
2. hailey
3. virg
4-T: Fazz and Lezaria

...ok i legit dont mean to be like pagong mentality

i literally just need to talk to Fazz and Lezaria

like we can get rid of virgo for all i care

Not an ideal scenario for the challenge buuuuut at least i wont be going out empty handed

if Mateo agrees

idk if ex bestie is feeling quirky and cute or rational and hot

i mean I could sandbag

But there's 2 other rounds after this

and even if i dont make it past this round cause lets be real, one of these nerds is totally doing it

idk i feel it in my gut these hoes are sneks

I do wanna like

keep surviving while being vulnerable because i think its funny

like wow how am i literally still here

im just a pretty cockroach

-# in before I get 18th

i wonder what it feels like to win

whats that feeling like

does it taste as sweet as people say it does

Wellllp now Im actually dead

Faye and Virgo felt safe enough to not do shit

Oh well 17 is cute

I can base it off of that movie 17 again

the original not the remake

idk why but never been huge on Zac Efron

except in HSM

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Okay so like I'm still the only person online wtf

where is everyones timezones lemme see

Virgo = EST so its like gonna be 6pm for him

Fazz = CET so its like okay they are sleeping

Faye = EST so gonna be 6pm

Lezaria = MST which is like an hour or two ahead??

one of the two

so either gonna be 4 or 5

Hailey = EST so gonna be 6pm

Okay so its just

A case that everyone is available during my work hours and are doing their own thing when im off

like my reads are on point im so good at this

I get people being busy but unless they all got night jobs is this gonna be like yesterday when no one got online when I was online 😭

I totally get Fazz

but I don't think its THAT late in EST time right?

Sooooo I got like some info from Virgo earlier

Which I will relay here

in a bit

maybe in an hour but I think I'm safe

I think I was right that me clicking with Faye has def helped me position wise

Me / Virgo / Faye maaaay VC later, or not, it really depends on like if they're able to or not

So depending on if that happens or not then I'll post up stuff from my end

I need to pee

# —~—~—~—
# EPISODE SEVEN
# —~—~—~—

Man losing speed and Hailey definitely is not fun

Sure I gained 2 allies but I also lost 2 alllies

ONE of those allies being my partner

and who tf is this Grey person putting cheer emojis on Speeds going out???

I wanna meet this dude

I wanna make him love me and trust me

and I want to stab him in the front

okay maybe thats a little too mean

Okay I think I've been a little too lax and quirky and ready to die for too long

I think I genuinely have to try hard now

For my boy

I got you speed

-# gets 16th place

I tried to get you Speed

Welll....

not the first time I've lost allies back to back

tfw my last org I just lost 60% of my allies in the premerge

This can be messy cause like on one hand I can look less threatening ig

but on the other with other pairs involved and loyalties mixed it could get messy

I just need to find a way to be a third to other pairs ig

It would've been funny if like I got voted out this round

Then Speed and I would've went out in a true pair fashion

Me coming back to this chaos like-

ewlp

ewlp

welp

nailed it

at this point I just gotta accept that I'm either gonna get voted out or have to attend tribals on the daily from this day forward

at least its a joint so i kinda have some semblance of potentially staying

we'll see what happens, kinda sucks not having one person i can 100% trust anymore

But if I can manage to find my footing and get some people to like me

I can have my hitlist

they all need to go

tfw i dont think speed would make a hitlist for me if i left lmao

Wait did Katie actually like me

did i actually have allies whaaaaat

huh

well

damn

that kinda makes this whole revenge thing pointless

Goodbye revenge thing

jk... maybe

Everyone rn talking to their partners

meanwhile me:

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oh forgot lezaria is in rehab well meh lmao

okay

i should not be in here stoned

but like i forgot how cool syn was to talk to

and yeah i think its perf that like

virgo and faye also like them

Idk why they after syn

but like

im not letting them go no sirreeee

i did lie a lil bit and say i liked talking with riley and i'll be so fr i forgot my last convo with riley

But i remember speed was cool with her

and if she's syns partner im open to trying that out again

Soul approached me, and is currently ghosting me but whateves

but said katie missed me

i think katie said she missed me too

so this is kinda awks

but I know a way out of that

just gotta say that speed is like

or

or speed was besties with syn and i cant go against his wishes

which is like kinda sorta maybe true

idek

i will reconvience here when sober

# —~—~—~—
# EPISODE EIGHT
# —~—~—~—

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losing 3 besties back to back is fun

am i just allergic to having allies or something

Why does this always happen to me 😭

I wish it would've at least like tied

Rocks would have been funny

Sorry I’ve been MIA

Just got home from a trip

Checked this server and you’re still eating as usual

I didn’t have a doubt though

Omg wait speed is out?!

yeah he got cooked

💔💔

BUT GHOST RLLY WANTED TO OUTLAST HIM WHICH SHE DID

Yeah yeah gloating about your awesome trip 😔

BUT YEAH I OUTLASTED SPEED

if i survive one more round bestie then i make merge

my tribe gonna go to tribal though because im cursed I am incapable of having an off day

WHATS WORSE IS SPEED GOT MY BAD CURSE

usually ppl with cat pfps come after me in merge but like

merge hasn't happened and a cat pfp dude went after speed like-

idk maybe soul will come for me if i make merge

Like the curse of me going to tribal all the time is intact. The curse of me losing all my allies in the premerge also checks. I just need the cat to come after me and it's all full circle.

Losing Syn really did hurt a lot though ughhhh

like even if they secretly hated me

i wanted to work with them and be like their little lap bitch or something idk

Just gotta hope if I can survive that I don't lose another person i consider an ally

if that happens i think Im actually gonna like

go into a villain arc but like prob not

i might be in trouble though, cause like... i dont have a partner anymore

On one hand: I'm easy to adopt and have no loyalty to anyone else but my adopters

On the other hand: its better to pick a duo to work with, because thats two extra votes instead of one, but they also super loyal to each other more than the other

IDK

Love Virgo and Faye, even if they a little gamebotty

but I am not like fully 100% trust

oh wait maybe thats why i'm having trouble vibing right with anyone

they all kinda game botty

wait i have a meme

yeah so like a big reason i haven't done TR

I DONT TRUST ANYONE DAMMIT

LETS GOOOO

WE LOVE TO HEAR IT

im gonna get 14/15th trust the process

jk

idk

hard to say, because I wanna know why Fazz flipped. Syn said they made up with Fazz but hmmm... maybe not

i mean idrc

I wanna get Fazz out anyway so oop they might have an advantage

i mean mateo also flipped

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I mean at this point I should just stop caring and go with the flow. Whichever works better for me

I think its too soon to flip flop around but like

Im gonna have to channel my hidden Jun Song and be a floater

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might be quirky and join the vc later

but also i hate being in vc with so many ppl its like so much work

Me when I come home and see I'm just fucking dead

That's actually hilarious

<@623510449391927296> nvm babe I'm not making merge LMAO

I meaaaaaan... i could try for a tie but like its not a gaurantee i win the tiebreaker even if Lez gives me one

and idk why Lez would give me one

Virgo and Faye are two allies with prob more connections

I lost ALL my connections, I'd be one ally going in with 0 connections

I mean at least I still outlasted Speed its ok

https://tenor.com/view/eyes-awkward-meh-gif-14171776

Like JESSUS that whole thing just stabbed me in every physical part of my body

Ty Syn ily babes

I'll see you soon

You know I did go to the bathroom at like 4am and checked this and saw all the euros were in vc

prob strategizing this move

Not with that attitude you’re not….

Shane

Theres 4 of us

1 is immune

and the 2 other non immunes are partners

Like if I triiiiied I could try for a tie but like I dont think it benefits Lezaria

Have you tried begging and pleading and saying that you’re the hottest one on the tribe so you deserve to be kept?

omg i could try that

I could offer my moms feet pics

Hell yeah see there you go

I’ll buy them if no one else does 🔥

OH OH OH

maybe buy mine instead???

I have the blurple nail polish on them

OMG 🥵 🫦

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That'll be the exact price of Survivors prize money

Except Shane gets a $999,990 friends discount

You drive a hard bargain but its a deal 😌

Now i have money for mcdonalds

me when I see I might get the same placement as Speed

You won’t

I still have faith you’ll survive 🔥

No one's talking to me 💀

I’m talking to you 🥰

Awwww

see this is why you're best ride or die

And our bday is a month away we're gonna be older!

YES LETS GOOOO

31 and 21 🔥🔥

Good god I’m old

hi old, i'm ghost

How was it like living with dinosaurs hahaha

I had a pet pterodactyl actually

His name was Pterrance

Luckyyyyy

thats a cute name too wtf lmao

I thought it was fitting tbh

dude if I had a pet dinosaur i'd want it to be like a triceratops

so that way i can just ride it to work and stuff

https://tenor.com/view/kaperoo-the-isle-evrima-triceratops-gif-11801131620803966601

like its soooo cool!

That’s why having a pterodactyl was fun

Just hop on top of it and it flies you everywhere

Fuck your triceratops

Woooooow

Look I love you bestie but like

I cant support beastiality

gonna have to put a restraining order on you to stay away from my triceratops

another meme

https://tenor.com/view/ummmmmm-excuse-me-what-gif-19629790

THE WAY I THOUGHT I WAS TRIPPING

I got scared I forgot the t in cant

i would have DIED

So Virgo told me the original plan for the last round and like damn it sucks that Mateo flipped- like yeah he was gonna be in trouble but idk I guess some of us are built different

I'm just too loyal to a fault, I would've gone to rocks for Syn but also I was safe here if Fazz and Lezaria were here and non immune

Mateo wasn't safe

Also learned that apparently Fazz tried to paint me as a flipper like bruh

I would never

ok thats a lie

but since it was Syn I was never in that specific tribal

I'm just kinda dead in the water rn

Lezaria doesn't see a reason to tie which like

Yeah I get it

I wouldn't see a reason to do that too

And it looks like that whole side is just like in one big super alliance

So this is rough even if I did stay, I'd just be fodder at that point

And apparently because Grey didn't like Speed, they also don't like me???

Like apparently Grey's been wanting me gone

<@534173090352070668> YOU HOE WHAT DID YOU DO TO GREY

THEY HATE ME NOW AND I NEVER EVEN INTERACTED WITH THEM ONCE

i mean i guess i did joke they were on my shit list for like celebrating emoting you leaving

But I did that on my confessional I was just dicking around 😭

Planned to literally hoe around in merge and try to go in different groups, but that's hard when they're all just ONE BIG GROUP

https://tenor.com/view/suitcase-pack-trying-schitts-creek-struggle-gif-16501310

But yeah babes, it's me

14th/28 isn't that shabby tho like I should've been dead a LONG ass time ago

Anyway gonnna make my parchment now

im gonna make it pretty

im gonna play some pokemon in the vc in a little bit

i need to pee and im doing laundry

Just gotta think of what pokemon game to play

either yellow or like leafgreen

or crystal

Yeaaaaah okay confirmed I'm gone

But like at least I don't have to vote for anyone to win

And like I can just watch the chaos happen from the comforts of my couch

And I can hang out with Speed and Syn

When is tribal?

Tomorrow

Wish it was earlier but like

its a double tribal

Jesus that’s a long ass tribal period 😂

IK we all already know whats happening LMAO

like all 3 said goodbye to me

I even offered dads OF

I mean one thing I can be proud of is I never... wait no i have lied

i mean kinda?

not game lied but more like "oh yeah i like talking to you but i actually think you're super dry hahaha" kinda lie

That’s not even lying that’s just social game babe

Social game is so brutal like

just give me your comp beastness

let me comp out to the end with 0 strategy

Let me Ozzy or Coach this thing

When lowkey fio talking about me oop

im usually better at confessionals but like

a 3hr behind timezone + a now full job was like

making it hard for like game talk

I hope I made up for it with memes and feet pic talks

not about you girl 🫶 <:ghost:1460890034830839830>

So happs

NOT YOU BABES

TRUST

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Anyone who does less confessionals than me is a flop fr

-# in before they win

My comp beastness?? Since when 😂

You were comp king wym ???

Not me

Never me

I can’t talk in vc btw 😭

You owe me a movie night 😭😭😭

You want me to tell you how to stream a movie lol

Me

A 30 year old

Lowkey I gotta go to bed though I work in 7 hours

YES

Omg finding Nemo my king

Goodnight my queen

Adios my king

Godspeed

Have fun powdering your nose

its gonna be some type of powder yeah

a totally legal powder

-# its not drugs i swear

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OMG I FELL ASLEEP IN THE VC

its like 4am and i just woke up with a killer backache

idk if anyone joined but lowkey hope not

it'd be funny if i ruined their vc hangout night lmao

anyway im gonna pee and like sleep in my actual bed im tired

see y'all in like outside the game later im sleepingg ALLLLL day

Imagine joining the vc and just hearing nothing but you snoring

bruh i was like

muted

thank god i dont think anyone wants to hear my snores

like im pretty but i do be a red flag and my snores are one of them

legit makes mountains shake

You know... if I had a nickel for everytime I got voted out in the most bs way possible I'd have 2 nickels

Which is a lot when you consider this is my third org

ghosttt i never wrote here but omg thank you for playing girl!! really liked your mature witty presence on the season tho lowkey the tribal was brutal to spec

❤️

Omg i never been called mature before I love that! Tysm and thank y'all for having me ❤️

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Oh no, I recorded like a two-minute voice memo and then it just went away, so I'm not going to do that again. I really, I don't care. But thank you for playing consistently like a top five favorite on my list throughout the season. Shout out Lesbians, Lesbian Nation, I mean, you guys are cool, I guess. And you were so fun. You truly were. I mean, we loved your confessionals, your presence, everything really. Yeah, I mean, you were great, girl. Please play again.
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Yeah lesbian nation, what he said

We love women in this household 😍

Women are life and women are love

my grammar is not it you can tell I never finished college

BUT YEAH I loved my stay here, even if I was coming off a org vacay and was like hit with the busiest schedule imaginable

If there's ever a flop returnee season I'd def come back 😌

You’re still the bestest flop that ever was ❤️

And this is why ily and why we're watching cute disney movies next week ❤️

Aww I can’t wait 😍

and you’re just gonna leave your favorite host out ??

like whatttt

I mean who am I to deny a third to the party 😌

I’m denying the third to the party

Ruin my alone time with ghost wtf

ok fair

I do be in high demand sometimes

Then after a day of use i'm returned

Just like cheap condoms

I mean thats how I came into this world tbh

condom broke and my mom and dad were like oh shit

OH YEAH and today I went to the docs for like a routine physical mhmm and I needed to do bloodwork and oml

The lady who was doing the bloodwork was fine af

she looked like she was around my age and had the prettiest face and the prettiest hair and the coolest style

and my raggedy ass just got out of bed

I accidentally called her pretty but she didn't hear me so I saved myself by saying I think I'm shitty

girl just stared at me and i knew then and there i fumbled the bag

i think there was a good chance she was for the girlies too because she was wearing a carabiner so yeaaaah dang

idk why i responded here and not our dms

Give her my number I won’t fumble 🥵

you could always have my fumbled bags ❤️

Oh that’s hot

If anyone wants to hookup behind a Wendys dumpster hmu

I know someone who is into that but they smell :/

<@374099594016980997>

BYE

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